It's never been a secret that I love the theater. Performing, watching, working behind the scenes...there's something energizing about it for me. And yet it's only recently that I've been able to bring myself to go to a show alone if I can't find someone with whom to go. But in doing so, I'm getting to see friends perform, and even better, in shows that I've never seen before. In the last month I've seen both "The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee" and "A Year with Frog and Toad" for the first time. Neither were professional productions, but they were done very well. One of the joys of being in the Twin Cities is that there is all sorts of community theater to catch.
The result of going to these shows is that they just fuel my creative energy. I want to perform again, but due to my work schedule, the next opportunity for that probably won't occur until the summer. However, there are other creative ideas getting fueled watching this creativity on stage. I suddenly have a list of four or five things that I'd like to make (and I have never seen myself as the "crafty" type). Unfortunately, I need to hunt down very particular elements to make some of these ideas work, so until I find them I'm sitting with a bundle of unfocused creative energy. It's great to have that desire for creativity, but I need to find the right outlet. I definitely don't want to lose it. What to do....what to do??